Hi everyone!
Well, last days were not that easy.
I'm rushing my japanese orders, and also preparing and fixing some small details of my japanese summer. It's a long, hard and tiring process ~ all to make you look stylish and pretty within my clothing line. :)
Actually , in my point of view, there always a lot of sacrifices behind a pretty garment --- or face. People usually forget that, and that's why pretty things are so valuable (real beauty, to me).
I mean, we are kinda living a world, nowadays, of easy stuff. Easy-going smiles, easy friendship, easy beauty, easy words.. everything too easy, too flat. I heard a song these days called "Warm smiles doesn't make you welcome here" and my mind just connected it with this subject I'm talking about even though it may sound a little bit senseless in this whole conversation :)
I don't like easy things. They are mostly flat and go away very quickly. Always doubt of people being too easy over you. Probably it is fake.
I often write about wishes. "I wish that something was blablaba" and so on. I'm trying to force myself to this kind of thought. Otherwise we will just loose a good amount of time wishing stuff and not really doing something to make it true. Even all that horoscope thing says people from my star sign are kinda subjective, I find myself very objective in everything else, but love. Maybe is my moon, I don't know. I highly believe in those things. Maybe it is just one of that things that shows how everything is so connected in this world. Nature, people, stars.. All in the same vibration. In this world it's all about the right tuning.
Well, today I already worked in my label stuff, so I'll save some hours now to relax, and I'm using it to write here, but doesn't matter, for me writing is very relaxing. I feel often relaxed when I express myself, and very tense if for some reason I'm not able to express it. I'm just releasing I was not writing too much in the last years because I was always afraid about some reaction I would generate on people while exposing my thoughts. NO FEAR, NO FEAR, NO FEAR. That's the motto now :) Being in a band is helping me a lot on that. It's amazing, actually, how people are exposing themselves while doing music even though they think they are protected in some comfortable zone or something like that. I'll get out of mine in some hours, it's a recording day, again.
Actually, there's no comfort zone. When you think you are in one, that's the moment the world says: "Hey, I'll throw this brick over your sand castle and let's see if you ruin it completely or if you re-build it". Life makes it everyday, but sometimes we don't notice that. But it's always there.
We've been too distracted.
